dixiebell | A very bad day for blonds!!!!

I don't remember the last time I had a day worse than this! I started off bright and early by backing into my husbands trailer. I now have a nice hole in my bumper. After I dropped the kids off for school, I had to go and by 4 new tires, which I needed desperately but I didn't want to spend the money on. I also had to buy a new light for my car. So i just put all this money into my car, right *glares* a couple of hours later my transmission that I had fixed this summer torn completely up. So now I need a new transmission but it would be stupid to pay that much for one for a car that has that many miles on it. The new transmission will cost more than the car is worth. Why the hell couldn't it have torn up this morning before I put all this money into it. *FUCK*. We just got my husbands truck payed off last week. We were finally free from car payments and now we have to start all over.

He is laughing his ass off and I'm in tears. He said that he was expecting it, and I shouldn't be so upset because I'll get a new car out of it. I just want to get out of debt, especially when the economy sucks so badly right now. I know he has a good job and it's the biggest refinery that Chevron has and they are still hiring people but I'll never forget when he worked at a paper mill and got laid off and we didn't know how we would pay the mortgage. You never get over that. It's been eleven years and I still have nightmares.