By this time tomorrow (no spoilers please)

  By this time tomorrow I'll be reading "The deathly Hallow". I just can't believe it, hell I don't want to believe.  This series has brought so much into my life and I don't want it to be over, I don't want to grow up. I know I'll still have fanfic, for a while I hope, but I'll miss the excitement of waiting for the "next" one, the theory discussions, etc... In 2 days from now we'll have all the answers, I don't want to know everything. I hope JK leaves some open endings. What the hell am I going to do if I open that book and right there in black and white it says Harry's dead or Snape's dead. It will be like a real person dying. That sounds so pathetic but I just love JK's world so much, it's really going to feel like I've been kicked out of the wizarding world and I'll be stuck with the muggles.(sobs)  How can a happy housewife, Mom, with a wonderful life get so damn caught up in a book?  At this very moment I wish I wasn't.


 Okay things to look forward to:

Lots of Snarry fic(pokes list sibs)
Portus! (maybe I'll actually have friends there this time, I was so lonely at Pheonix)
Maybe some hot Lucious fic (damn he looked fine in OTP)
Snape taking the draught of living death and faking his death(I hope JK leaves us a door, just like that veil)


If anyone can add to my list, I would really appreciate it. I need list sib support. (pass the tissue)